Decisions

I believe I have come to a decision to make a major change now rather than to wait.  I just hate my job so much I think it will be better if I leave as soon as possible.  It isn't the job I dislike as some of the people I have to work with.  And for that reason I will be better off, and I hope a happier person, if I get away.  Plus, if I continue much longer I am afraid I will do or say something that I will regret for a long time.  Perhaps I have already waited too long.  I am going to try to get out of my rental lease and maybe I will go north for a while and rest my mind.  I have to prioritize and to me my schooling must come first if I am ever going to make a successful change.  If I have to stay here maybe I can get a job in town to keep my expenses under control until I go to Spain.  I have a board meeting tonight.  I wonder if the time is right to make the change official....