Waiting

Waiting is awful.  I have things to do but I can hardly concentrate.  I am so ready to be on the pilgrim's trail I can hardly stand the delay.  Should I start counting hours?  I don't think I am that good at math.  I have one more essay to write for my Wars of Religion class then I am done with classes.  I have to organize in my storage garage but I think that won't take too long.  There is still some calling to cancel subscriptions and I'm rather undecided whether I should go to get my hair done again.  But I am ready to leave and the waiting is so tiresome.  Did I mention I tried to get an earlier flight?  Well, that was rather cost prohibitive.  There is plenty to keep me busy but I am still distracted and have started having nightmares again for some odd reason.  Must be the anxiety and the lack of immediate exercise.  I walked into town Saturday, 8 miles over various terrain, and it was terrific.  But I am concerned that I will have jumpy legs on the plane and there is little I can do to relax once that starts.  The best prevention seems to be not to exercise too much.  I'll be exercising a great deal soon enough.  However, getting a good physical workout could stem a large amount of my anxiety right now.  I'm so ready to leave, so, so ready to leave.  Are we there yet?